well guys

since i never update this thing and and anything i have to say is depressing anyways......im afraid im leaving xanga once again

iunno if ill be back this time but wotev

add me on myspace if you know me k? k:)

uhh hi i havent been on here in some time lol, myspace is taking over my internet life, SORRY GUYS

but i talk to most of you on it anyways so no worries:D

anyways...i still love xanga because i can talk about whatever i want and none of you are gonna bitch because im disabling the comments:)

for those of you who i havent talked to in a while...um that fight with me and billy ended up in a breakup. wed been on and off for about 2 years but it was never officially over...and this time it is. i seriously dont even know what to do with myself, billy kinda kept me in line. and iunno what to do at school. i cant be around him but hes around our friends and everytime i try to talk to him i end up in tears like a little pansy. he doesnt want anything to do with me:( and he doesnt even have a real reason for ending it with me:( hes just an asshole and i keep telling myself that i hate him because it makes this so much easier but it never stays that way because I MISS HIM. more than anything in the entire world:\

i heard some rumors that hes with someone else right now that doesnt go to our school or something so maybe thats it. he dumped me for someone else:(

i hate it, i dont know what to think. i love him to death but i just wanna stab him in the face. hes probably just like sean...

OIHARN32OI4LKNCKXJCN

i should go straight lol but im too much of a faggot
poop

W00T

ew if i ever say that again, shoot me. ANYWAYS um last night me and billy got in a fight...:( but were ok now so no worries. he left the house for like 2 hours though and i got worried sick so i went to try and go find him and i looked for like an hour and i came back home and he was asleep in my bed

WHAT A BITCH. its a good thing hes cute

umumum im not doing anything today, billy is working, im bored, and i started a myspace

ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, add me if you want

ooooooooh only been 1 day, count it, since ive updated and here i am again. i still have nothing better to do with my life

ew thats sad

anyways omg its only tuesday?!?!!!1!?!!?1...the days of the week go by so slowly for me

whatever today i dressed like a cowboy cause im down and everyone was like AWWYOULOOKSOCUTEHAOIRHL3JKWNR and then i gave them candy

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

that reminds me, what do you think me and my buds should do for a senior prank cause we need to start thinking of one
IT HAS TO BE GENIUSSS!!!

oh and i think that billy should wear a dress to prom because OBVIOUSLY hes the flamer in this relationship:| shut up

andddddddandandnadndandanadnad&&&&&&andandad&&&& i have nothing else to sayyyyyyyy but i do but i dont but i do ooh i almost died today, i walked into someone and they were like BITCH but then my big black football nukka came and was like BITCH so yup thats how that rolled

oh i love you kiddos!! honestly. i do. believe me

anyways so its really gross out today and i was walking to class and i was coming from a portable right and GUESS WHAT, i fell and slipped on my butt and i landed in the mud and i was like shit son and then billy runs up and grabs mud and smears it all over my face and then this other cool cat started throwing mud and omg it turned into this huge giganto mud fight and all the little clean people were like YOUGUYSARELOSERSOMG and then we threw mud at them

bwahahahahhahahahahha

omg im such a trendsetter, guys

and i got a new toothbrush ooooooooooh its so fun i love dentists theyre my BFFs<333 seriously though and braces = cute so any of you guys who have braces and hate them get over it because you are a QT

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm thats all:DDD